Wow, I have totally been ignoring xanga.

Thats not good, now is it! My apologies.

My life has been all over the place with soccer,

softball and the end of classes I have barely had time to do anything!

I will be back soon, I promise.

Mmm, after tomorrow, my spring break starts (:
Not going anywhere special, but hey. A breaks a break.
Only downer is soccer practice at 6:30 AM! everyday.
Yuckso. But anyways, ya'lls deserve a treat, let the fun begin..

It's no secret that the best thing
about a secret  is secretly telling
someone your secret, thereby
adding another secret to their
secret collection of secrets, secretly.

You know how there's like, that one person
you always go back to. you date other people
but you kinda wanna run into them when you're out.
-The Hills.

It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time and time again.

You can't live your life for other people.
you've got to do what's right for you,
even if it hurts some people you love.
- The Notebook

In this world, people are going to say
don`t do this, don`t do this, don`t do this.
you know what your going to end up with?
[ nothing to do ]

The fate of your heart, is your choice.
No one else ever gets a vote.
- This Lullaby

I think everyone has a certain part of their
life where they truly wish they could freeze time.
whether it was three years ago, today, or still
to come, whether it was just a moment, a whole
day, or a whole summer. everyone has a time
in their life where they wish everything would
just stop. the world would stop turning and
people would stop changing. because to them,
at that time, everything was perfect.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she
wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she
combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be
seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway
to the heart, the place where love resides.
-Audrey Hepburn

everything happens for a reason. nothing happens
by chance or by means of good luck. illness, injury,
love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer
stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.
without these small tests, life would be a smoothly
paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe &
comfortable, but dull & utterly pointless.

The people that i admire are the people
who carved a life for themselves after
their dream died.

Hope is why the stars light their
candles every night. Even when the
darkness is too deep for you to see
them, you know they're out there,
shining and beaming across millions
of miles. So I tell you, don't give up
on hope and it won't give up on you.

There's no doubt about it; breakups suck.
but in the first few hours or days or weeks
that follow, theres one important truth you
need to recognize: some things can't and
shouldn't be fixed, especially that loser who
dumped you or forced you to dump him.
it's over for a reason, and deep down
inside, you probably know what the reason is.

It's easier to go down a hill than up it,
but the view is much better at the top.

when i think about you, i have
to remind  myself if you wanted to
be with me then you would.

I love postsecret.
I've liked it for forever, but
I cant stop looking for them on
graphic sites. Lol. Enjoy kiddos (;

I think you can`t wait for someone to fly underneath
you & save your life..I think you have to save yourself.
-Greys Anatomy

Everyone wants happiness without any pain
but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain

Don't be afraid of death
be afraid of an unlived life.

You're the brightest star
and i'm in love with who you are.

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words, but the truth is
that I've never fallen so hard.
-The Spill Canvas

She wears the most expensive clothes, smells of the
sweetest perfume, buys the most beautiful jewelery
and spends forever on her hair and face. but if you
look beyond that you'll see the most a l o n e girl you
have ever met. she's the most heartbroken girl you've
ever seen & she's trying to buy back her happiness.

I'm sorry to say but you look like you're sad
your smile is gone and i've noticed it bad.
the cure is just to let in a little more love
i promise you this, a little's enough.

Please just don't give up on me. Because underneath
all my mistakes, imperfections, and disappointments,
I'm just a simple girl who really does love you, and I'm
sorry if sometimes I'm just a little too shy to show it.

Spend your time perfecting tomorrow
Not trying to correct yesterday

we talk like we know what's going on,
but we don't. we don't know anything.
we're young and we're gonna screw up
a lot. we're gonna keep changing our
minds, and even sometimes our hearts.

What I've learned is not to change who you
are, because eventually you're going to run
out of new things to become.

For yesterday is but a dream,
tomorrow is only a vision.
But today, well lived, makes every
 yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope.

When you run from something, it
only stays with you longer. If you fight
something, it only makes you stronger 

Aerodynamically, the bumblebee shouldn't
be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn't
know it, so it keeps flying anyway

YOU`RE A TEENAGER;
not yet married. So go with the flow.
laugh TONS. Use manners. Try something new.
Just kiss him already. Trust your feelings.
Spend your ca$h. Introduce yourself. Take a chance.
Study hard. Seek happiness. Regret nothing.
Don`t laugh at peoples dreams. Wish.
Challenge yourself. Take pictures. Appreciate
the memories. Dance in your underwear. Learn
from the past. Dress up. then Take a breather.
HAVE THE BEST TIMES OF YOUR LIFE

If people sat outside
and looked at the stars every night,
i bet they'd live a lot differently. 

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she
wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she
combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be
seen from in her eyes, because that is the doorway
to the heart, the place where love resides.
-Audrey Hepburn

a real friend is someone who tries to
pick you up when you've fallen, and
if they can't pick you up, then they
lay down right beside you.

It's Valentines Day.
Of course you know that (:

(1)
The world can't shine as bright as you,
even if all the lights in the world were on.

(2)
You've taught me what it feels like to
be hurt and what it feels like to be loved,
and what it feels like to have the greatest
thing in the world standing right next to you.

(3)
Love is real and we have to do
everything to keep it alive.
Where ever life takes us,
I want it to be with you, forever.

(4)
People say love comes and goes
but they dont understand what
they dont know.

(5)
When you truly care for someone, you don`t look
for faults. You don`t look for answers. You don`t
look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes.
You accept the faults & you overlook excuses.
The measure of love is when you love without measure.
There are rare chances that you`ll meet the person you love
& who loves you in return. So once you have it, don`t ever
let go. The chance might never come your way again.

(6)
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea

(7)
I think that's what I find most strange about this
world is that nobody ever says how they feel.
They hurt, but they don't cry out. They're happy,
but they don't dance or jump around. And they're
angry but they hardly ever scream. Because they
feel ashamed. Nothing's worse than that. So we
all walk around with our heads looking down and
 never look up and see how beautiful the sky is.

(8)
If only there were a love version of the money-back
guarantee. Then if you fell hard... and it didn't work out,
your mind would simply erase the experience from your
memory and you'd be brand new again, without that
wound on your heart or the scar tissue that formed around it.

(10)
Maybe love, too, is beautiful because it has a wildness
that cannot be tamed. I don't know. All I know is that
that passion can take you up like a house of cards in
a tornado, leaving destruction in it's wake. Or it can let
you alone because you have built a stone wall against it,
set out the armed guards to keep it from touching you.
The real trick is to let it in, bur to hold on. To understand
that the heart is as vast and wide as the universe, but that
we come to know it best from here, this place of gravity
and stability, where our feet can still touch ground.

(11)
I can see myself waking up next to you,
your face being the first thing I see everyday,
with that bed-head hair and that sleepy smile.

(12)
Missing someone is a part of loving them,
if you're never apart, you'll never know
how [[strong]] your love really is.

(13)
Don't find love; let it find you
that's why it's called falling in love
you don't force yourself to fall; you just do.

(14)
When two people really love eachother
no time is too long, no distance is
too far, age means nothing and
nobody can tear them apart.

(15)
She used to be terrified of the future,
but now she looks forward to it,
because of the fact that you'll be in it.

(16)
I only have one life, and the only life that I want
to remember includes you. From this point on,
if it doesn’t include you, I don’t know how
I’m going to make it meaningful. The things that
I want to share with you are only meaningful to
me because I’ve only shared them with you.

(17)
It's amazing how you can have the worst
day of you life, and then all of a sudden
it's turned around when that cetain boy says hello.

(18)
&& heres to teenage romance and not
knowing what the hell we got ourselves into..

(19)
She dreams of a boy with eyes so deep
& sincere they make her forget all the
times she's been hurt before.

I've found that pictures are slightly easier to find..
I shall use pictures from now on;; Mmkay?
Comments would be greatly appreciated.
 Love <3

(1)
When someone tells you you're not good
enough, that's when you know you're better.

(2)
life doesn't hurt until you think about,
how much things have changed.
who you've lost along the way,
and how much of it was your fault.

(3)
Friends will pick up what you dropped;
but best friends will tell you that you
dropped it and keep on walking.

(4)
If love is the crime, I'm down for it. If love is the
crime let love be the judge; I'll recieve the verdict.
-Shake Down; Mary J. Blige & Usher

(5)
Friends will pick up what you dropped;
but best friends will tell you that you
dropped it and keep on walking.

(6)
all a girl wants is for one
guy to prove to her that they
are not all the same.
-Marilyn Monroe

(7)
It's happening again; I'm finding myself
longing to be with you once again.

(8)
Sure, the world is full of trouble. But,
as long we have people undoing trouble,
we have a pretty good world.
-Helen Keller

(9)
She's the girl who's always laughing her
ass off with her friends. You walk past
her and you think, "Wow. She must really
be over me." But no, she's not over you.
She wants you, but you never gave her a
shot. She's not faking that smile. She's
happy, but with you, she'd never stop smiling.

(10)
I'm not afraid to piss you off anymore. You mean
the world to me & you know that, but in order
for this to work we've got to be honest with
each other, no matter what that means.

(11)
Memories are only as good
as the people you can
make them with.

(12)
I asked you what it's like to love, break, and die all in
the same breath. You said it's like walking with silence
in December while a million hearts explode in your chest,
but you don't care enough to feel it.

(13)
Rumors are vicious, Talk is cheap.
Words are malicious, Secrets you should keep.
Gossip is fake && will make the deepest cut.
So learn from the past, && keep your mouth shut.

(14)
Eventually you just have to realize that you're
living for an audience of one. I'm not here
for anyone else's approval.
-Pamela Anderson